hay all....

Today got some of results, well....kinda sad...=[[....as haiz....don't even wanna talk about it.
As next Monday will get our report slip i guees? Hopefully would pass? * praying hard *
Haiz.... looking at my examinations paper, kinda fed up, felt letting down my dad alot.
And why? i don't know, guess i'm mood swinging, i was shock when i saw my paper BADLY
i tried soo hard before my examinations, i'm prepared, after my exam, my results pay off uh..
haiz....reality is, this is life, cant do anything much, guess my mom and would start freaking
yelling badly at me....think so...* imagining the scene*.......pretty harsh.....haiz....felt useless for second, but no use....how? how? how? haiz... realize i've been talking my self freakishly,
start staring at the mirror and did nothing.....should i scold myself for being to useless?
should i be happy that god told me to rest after my paid off? should i? should i not?
i don't know....i really don't know.....useless bum of mee....haiz.....